What is This Feeling??

Currently..
I am undergoing some kind of feeling..

What is this feeling?
Sad? Disappointed?? Hurt??

Whatever it is..
I hate it!!

Damn!!
It is making me insomnia..
I cant fall in sleep!!

I knew i was and i am very tired..
I knew i shouldn't have read those mails..
I knew i'd regret if i did it..
   
But still..
I did it..
What a stupid action!
This is d most stupid thing i had done since the day i was born..

DAMN!!!
I HATE TIS FEELING!!!

I miss my dear...

I Will Be - Avril Lavigne

There's nothin' I could say to you
Nothin' I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still, you never said good-bye
And now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see
Honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe
'Cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
'Cause I will never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

'Cause without you
I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got
You're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I could never ever live a day without you here
With me
Do you see?
You're all I need

And I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Speechless Morning~

Tis morning dear is not going to CSC class..
Bcoz they had learned wat lecturer is goin to teach today..
I tot my frens which same group wit me r goin..
Mana tau they all dint go.. ==
Dint tel me oso..
Made me woke up at 7.30am.. Speechless~


So..
I duno wat to do..
Cant fall in sleep...
I played game..
N nw i am blog-ing..
Too boring d..
Duno wat to do oso..
Dun feel like studying..
Aihz~


***


My CSC 111 screwed up d.. 
Sob.. 
My mid-term i think gt very low marks.. 
Aihz~ Die lu tis time~


However..
The other subjects r still ok..
Tis sem dear's result very good d..
Better than me d.. Sob..
I wana be better than him~ ><


***


Reli very boring..
I miss my dear~ Sob..


*i miss u*

 

Mid Valley~

Dear dear went to my house yesterday..
My fren said she wana meet him.. 
Speechless..
Mana tau they kacau each other..
Kids~~

Went to hv lunch wit daddy..
Dear dear reli is pig le..
One 'zhu rou fen' is nt enough for him..
He go ordered one more 'wan tan mee'.. 
Pig dear dear.. 

After lunch onli we went to Parkson to meet my frens..
Dear n me onli ordered some drinks as we adi had our lunch earlier.. 
We celebrate Kar Hui's birthday thr oso.. ^^


After tat dear dear n me went to Mid Valley..
We watched Transporter 3..
Quite a nice movie oso ^^

 

Which poster is nicer? Haha ^^

Before we went into cinema thr was a boy blocking my way..

I looked at him..

And then..

MC??

I cucuk his back n he turned back n looked at me..

He stunned..

His expression was so funny!! Haha~

I bet he never tot wil meet college frens at Mid Valley..

Muahaha~

After the movie dear dear n me went back to college by ktm..

I was so tired until i nearly fall asleep in d ktm..

The college bus was nt thr yt when we reach Nilai Ktm Station..

So, dear dear n me went to Mydin for a walk..

We bought a Thai horror movie ther..

Long Khong 2 (Art of Devil)..

We watched tis movie after we had our dinner..

We watched it outside of the lecture hall..

It was so scary thr.. ><

My conclusion after finish watching tis movie is..

The woman is so 'bian tai'.. ==

After tat we went bak to our room..

I was so so so tired..

I fell asleep right after i said goodnite to dear dear..

Hehe.. Paiseh la.. I am a pig oso~ XD

***

Nw all i thinkin is the coming final exam on next week..

I gotta study hard to maintain my result..

Dear dear jia you oso o!! ^^

*i love dear*

Not an Ordinary Sunday~ ^^

Why is it nt an ordinary Sunday today?
Bcoz..

Dear went to my house!! 

Hehe~
Happy~ ^^


***


Yesterday was my first day for driving lesson..
Felt so nervous man~ ><
Change gear oso duno hw.. ==
'Sei fo' two times in half an hour.. Sob~
Bt after that stil ok lu~
Nth much..


Today went for another driving lesson..
Uncle asked me to drive from OUG to Puchong.. ==
Second day learn driving wan me to drive so long distance..

I think..
The uncle sure very brave bcoz nt afraid of death.. 
Speechless.. ==


***


After the driving lesson..
I sat at home all d way..
Waiting for dear!! Hehe~


We studied Maths together as the second quiz is coming..
We did quite well when just started..
Then bcoz of one differentiation question we stopped d..
Why?
Bcoz duno hw to do.. XD


Watched tv a while..
Then we had dinner together wit daddy.. ^^
Hope he enjoy d dinner.. 
Hehe~


***


Finally bak to tis college again..
Speechless..
Boring college..
Wana go get some sleep d..
Ciaoz~~

*dear dear love dear dear*

Stupid Dear Dear~

Sob..
My dear dear mad d..
Dint blog bout him in d last blog..
Today i replace it la..
Dun mad le dear~ Muackss

***

Wat to blog about dear le..
Hmm..
Oh ya..

Went to Genting Hignland wit dear dear on 15th November..
Such a long time ago.. (2 weeks onli actually.. ==)

Tat trip is okok le..
D last trip is better..
Bcoz we can stay at First World Hotel last time..
Tis time we slept at Gohtong Hall Residence..
Actually the place is nt bad oso..
Bt wat i think was if we stay at First World,
we can play til midnight onli go bak..
Haha..

There was a experience tat i will nt forget..
Which is..
We were locked up in a bus!!
Haha~
Funny..
The bus was so less of passengers..
We were sitting at the last two rows of the bus..
When d other passengers went down..
The bus driver dint notice there were stil other ppl inside d bus n shut d door..
We shouted at the bus driver..

"Uncle!! Uncle!! Zhong yau yan hai dou ga!!"

Bt he was like cant hear us..
Lucky d driver's door was nt locked..
We went down from thr..
Haha~


Once we went into d hotel lobby at Highlands Hotel..
Dear dear's fren saw him..
He called dear dear bt dear dear cant hear him..
Neither do i..
So d fren called dear n tel him..
Haha..
Tis world is so big,
n frens from Malacca can even meet in Genting..
Nt bad..
Haha~


We dint make it to the theme park..
Dear dear hv to go bak Malacca to celebrate his grandma's birthday..
Bt luckily dint plan to go theme park..
My fren told me it was raining heavily d whole morning...
Haha~

Dear dear n me in the bus! Hehe~ =)

*i love u dear*

Busy Busy Weekssss~

Long time didnt update my blog..

Why?

Because many works to do??
NO~


Because i'm lazy.. XD


***


Anyway, 
i am reli busy tis few weeks..

Economic assignment..
Academic Writing first draft and outline..
Moral presentation..
Moral assignment 2..
Moral mid-term exam..
Econ test 2..
Maths quiz 2..
Math assignment..
Grammar test..
Computing mid-term..


Wat a long list.. ==

***


I had the grammar test tis Monday..
Well..

D reading passages are quite easy..
Bt d grammar part?
Die lo~
Sob..


Yesterday i had my Econ test 2..
Well..

Wat the hell is tat?!
Duno hw to do at all!!
Tis time d test die lo~ Sob..


Oh My Lord, 
please help me..


***


Next week i'll be having Maths quiz 2 and Computing mid-term test..

Maths?
Wet wet water la~ Muahaha


Computing?
Die.. ==
From start of semester until nw,
i do not whether i learn anything from this subject..
Speechless..


***


I think i'll be having the Moral presentation tis Friday..
I hope tis will end fast..
Tired of assignments and tests..

Kill me pls~ Sob..


*assignments pls go away*

Another 18th Birthday Celebration~

Another celebration~ XD

Mad at my frens and dear le..
All 'gap mai' fool me d.. Sob..

Yesterday when i was concentrating on movie..
Dear called me and said gt sumtin wana gv me..
Wan me to go out to take..

Once i opened d door,
my frens jumped out from nowhere and sang birthday song to me~ XD
I was so shocked!!

Thanks guys~
I love you guys~ ^^

***

Today steamboat with 38 family~
Quite happy today ^^
They bought me a bag..
Looks nice~
I like it very much ^^

***

Tis year felt like i am having my birthday for 3 days~
Keep on gt celebration on tis 3 days~
Hehe~ ^^

Tis is the greatest and happiest birthday i ever had~
I got both my families:
The biological family and the 38 family~
And oso my dear~ ^^

Once again i wana say,

I LOVE YOU GUYS!!

Muax~ ^^

*thanks for the great birthday celebration*

18th Birthday~

Happy birthday to me~

Happy birthday to me~

Happy birthday to me~~

Happy birthday to me~ XD

Tml is my 18th birthday lu~
Happy ^^

***

Last Friday dear went to overnite at my house..
Hoho~ ^^

We went to Times Square on Saturday..
Wana watch "The Coffin"..
But too bad~
No suitable time.. Sob~

Then tot wana watch "A Vampire that Admire Me"..
But too bad oso~
No suitable seat.. Sob sob~

We walked to Pavillion..
Wana see whether got suitable time for "The Coffin" nt..
Bt too bad oso~
No suitable time.. Sob sob sob~

Then wana see whether got the second movie nt..
Mana tau tak ada~
Sob sob sob sob~

Bad mood d~ ><

Dear and me sien sien for few minutes..
Then dear said go c got wat movie..
Went to cinema..
We watched "Bangkok Dangerous"..
Quite nice oso~ ^^
Happy bak~ Keke~~

We went to hv dinner with my family at night..
Nth much~

Then when bak home got an ice cream cake~ ^^
Got his name some more~ Hehe..

Dear tot wanna gv me surprise..
But i heard the conversation "accidently"..
Hoho~

Anyway,
Thanks dear~
I love u ^^

***

Reli happy to hv dear and family to celebrate with me..
Hope dear dear happy too~
Hehe~


*happy birthday to me*

****

Hmm..
Feel like long time nvr post anything here d..

Anyway, 
thr's nth much for tis week..
Thr were onli 2 things happened..
2 or 3 huh?
Nt reli clear..

He told me bout his past..
Well..
I think he'll think that i'll think he's a bad boy..
Bt i dun think so lu~
No matter wat his past is i wil stil treat him d same way i treat him nw.. 

Hmm..
Duno wat else to blog le~ ><
Tml going to have my csc presentation..
Good luck to me..
Hope d lecturer will nt ask me to finish my slides and ask me questions.. XD




*i love dear dear*

Happy ^^

First of all..
I wana shout.. 

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!

Ok.. Enough~ ^^

Y did i shouted?
Wat i shouted for??
Muahaha~~

Daddy said dear can come for dinner next week~ ^^
To celebrate my birthday~ ^^
Happy~ ^^
Hope mummy ok wit tis..
Dun suddenly say cannot ar~
I cry da.. ><


Hehe~ ^^


*i love u*

女兒紅 - 周杰倫

雨停下的天空

灰的更加老舊
你說你不懂為何在這世界上
我曬干了承諾
灰的更加懵懂
就算做事做錯也只是怕錯過
在一起錯 分開了錯
是不是說沒有做完的夢最痛
雨落的好 我能承受
在最后的出口 在愛過哪兒才有

能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷里 不用太多失眠
如果你想忘記我也能適應

能不能給我一首歌的時間
把故事聽到最后才說再見
你送我的眼淚 讓他留在雨天
如果你懷疑一心的依然勇氣當作鄙夷

被淋濕的天空 灰的更加老舊
你說你不懂為何在這世界上
我曬干了承諾 灰的狠沖動
就算做事做錯也只是怕錯過
在一起走 分開了走
是不是說沒有做完的夢最痛
你若退后. 我能承受
在最后的出口
在愛過哪兒才有

能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷里 不用太多失眠
如果你想忘記我也能適應

能不能給我一首歌的時間
把歌詞聽到最后再說再見
你送我的眼淚 讓他留在雨天
如果你懷疑一心的依然勇氣當作鄙夷

你說我不該不該不該在這時候說了我愛你
要怎麼怎麼證明我沒有說謊的力氣
請告訴我 而暫停算不算放棄
我只有那一天的回憶

能不能給我一首歌的時間
緊緊的把那擁抱變成永遠
在我的懷里 不用太多失眠
如果你想忘記我也能適應

能不能給我一首歌的時間
哦把歌詞聽到最后再說再見
你送我的眼淚 讓他留在雨天
如果你懷疑一心的依然勇氣當作鄙夷

你說過我不該 不該在這時說愛你
要怎麼證明我沒有力氣
可是暫停卻算不算放棄
我說過我不該 不該在這時只想愛你
要怎麼證明我沒有力氣
我只有一天回憶

p/s: To my dear.. Dun think too much k??

*i love u*

好友方程式

忙 的 時 候 ， 想 要 休 息 ； 渡假 的 時 候 ， 想 到 未 來 。 窮的 時 候 ， 渴 望 富 有 ； 生活 安 逸 了 ， 怕 幸 福 不 能 長 久 。 該決 定 的 時 候 ， 擔 心 結 果 不 如 預 期 ； 看明 白 了 ， 後 悔 當 初 沒 有 下 定 決 心 。 不屬 於 自 己 的 ， 常 常 心 存 慾 望 ； 握在 手 裡 了 ， 又 懷 念 未 擁 有 前 的輕 鬆 。 生命 若 不 是 現 在 ，那 是 何 時 ？ 一 個 人 可 以 毫 無 道 理 跟 你 做 一 輩 子 親 戚 , 但 一 個 人 不 會 毫 無 道 理 跟 你 做 一 輩 子 朋 友 我會 想 起 . . 與 你 們 認 識 的 種 種 . . 也會 想 起 .. . 發 生 過 的 點 點 滴 滴 . . 直到 我 們 都 年 老 時 . . 是 否 會 像 現 在 這 樣 . . 坐 在 電 腦 前 互 訴 心 聲 ？ 不管 如 何 . . 希 望 我 們 永 遠 是 真 誠 相 對 的 朋 友 ( 知 己 ) . .. 朋 友 就 是 喜 歡 你 也 了 解 你 的 人 願 你 都 能 珍 惜 身 邊 每 一 個 朋 友 因 為 你 我 有 緣 份 ， 才 能 成 為 朋 友 可 以 成 為 知 己 的 ， 更 難 得 ！ 時 間 未 必 O 你 我 成 為 知 己 的 原 因 但 一 定 可 以 証 明 到 你 對 朋 友 的 關 懷 不 是 白 費 ！ 希 望 您 永 遠 都 係 我 的 好 朋 友 ！ 朋 友 ， 是 你 高 興 時 想 跟 他 分 享 的 ， 朋 友 ， 是 你 不 高 興 時 可 以 給 你 發 脾 氣 的 ， 朋 友 ， 也 是 在 你 沒 錢 開 飯 時 打 救 你 的 ， 朋 友 ， 你 悶 得 發 荒 時 可 以 跟 你 一 同 發 荒的 ， 朋 友 ， 會 甘 願 給 功 課 你 抄 ， 跟 你 一 同 出 貓 一 同 被 人 罰 的 ， 朋 友 ， 也 是 你 買 手 信 時 ， 想 買 一 份 大 的 給 他 的， 朋 友 ， 也 是 你 看 見 他 上 線 時 ， 想 給 他 ' 喔 噢 ' ！ 想 要 體 會 「 一 年 」 有 多 少 價 值 ， 你 可 以 去 問 一 個 失 敗 重 修 的 學 生 。 想 要 體 會 「 一 月 」 有 多 少 價 值 ， 你 可 以 去 問 一 個 不 幸 早 產 的 母 親 。 想 要 體 會 「 一 週 」 有 多 少 價 值 ， 你 可 以 去 問 一 個 定 期 週 刊 的 編 輯 。 想 要 體 會 「 一 小 時 」 有 多 少 價 值 ， 你 可 以 去 問 一 對 等 待 相 聚 的 戀 人 。 想 要 體 會 「 一 分 鐘 」 有 多 少 價 值 ， 你 可 以 去 問 一 個 錯 過 火 車 的 旅 人 。 想 要 體 會 「 一 秒 鐘 」 有 多 少 價 值 ， 你 可 以 去 問 一 個 死 裡 逃 生 的 幸 運 兒 。 想 要 體 會 「 一 毫 秒 」 有 多 少 價 值 ， 你 可 以 去 問 一 個 錯 失 金 牌 的 運 動 員 。 朋 友 就 是 ~ ~ 即 使 是 一 點 小 感 動 ， 一 點 小 事 情 都 想 一 起 分 享 朋 友 就 是 ~ ~ 當 你 抱 頭 μ h 哭 的 時 候 ， 扶 著 你 肩 膀 的 那 個 人 朋 友 就 是 ~ ~ 當 你 面 對 人 生 挫 折 時 ， 一 直 緊 握 你 那 雙 手 你 好 嗎 ？ 你 能 夠 看 到 它 是 你 與 他 的 緣 份 你 能 夠 和 你 身 邊 的 人 做 朋 友 也 是 你 與 他 的 緣 份 縱 使 你 不 知 道 這 夥 流 星 會 何 時 消 失 但 如 若 你 好 好 珍 惜 看 到 這 流 星 的 每 一 刻 那 就 算 流 星 走 了 你 也 不 會 後 悔 請 大 家 好 好 珍 惜 身 邊 的 每 一 個 人 珍 惜 這 段 友 誼 ！ 建 立 友 誼 如 像 種 樹 ， 因 為 友 誼 是 一 株 樹 ( T R E E ) : T : T r u s t ( 信 任 ) R : R e s p e c t ( 尊 重 ) E : E x c h a n g e ( 交 流 ) E : E m o t i o n a l   S u p p o r t ( 精 神 支 持 ) ---- 好 朋 友 守 則 ---- 朋 友 就 是 無 形 中 伴 你 走 過 風 雨 ， 永 遠 支 持 你 的 力 量 朋 友 就 是 一 種 無 法 言 喻 的 美 好 感 覺 朋 友 就 是 在 別 人 面 前 永 遠 護 著 你 的 那 個 人 朋 友 就 是 即 使 是 一 點 小 感 動 ， 一 點 小 事 情 都 想 一 起 分 享 朋 友 就 是 當 你 抱 頭 痛 哭 的 時 候 ， 扶 著 你 肩 膀 的 那 個 人 朋 友 就 是 當 你 面 對 人 生 挫 折 時 ， 一 直 緊 握 你 的 那 雙 手 －－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－< /FONT> 喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚.... 喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你.... 喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你.... 喜歡在你身邊....因為你是我快樂的唯一因素 ...

幸福方程式：

一顆敢夢的心＋兩倍的努力＋三倍的行動
就能成就百分之的幸福和成功

Best in Me

From the moment I met you
I just knew you'd be mine

 
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time

 
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment apart
 

'Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
And that's why I love you

 
Every day that I'm here with you
I know that it feels right

 
And I've just got to be near you
Every day and every night

  

And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me 

'Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
And that's why I love you

 
And you know that we belong together
It just had to be you and me

 
'Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side

 
'Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side,
And that's why I love you

 
'Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no-one else can do
That's why I'm by your side
And that's why I love you

*tat's y i love u*