Chinese New Year 2012

While waiting for the movie to be downloaded,

I decided to type a blog post for my blog.

I totally have no idea what to share with all my readers in this blog post.

Well to be honest,

I don’t even know whether there are readers for my blog or not.

But it doesn’t matter.

I’ll just treat this as my diary and share what happened in my life with everyone.

Up until now,

My life doesn’t change much.

Besides resigning from Tan Chong and joining a new company in Feb 2012,

I guess there is nothing new in my life.

Well Chinese New Year is around the corner.

I never get excited over CNY before,

Neither do I in this year.

Or I should say,

I’m totally not in CNY mood.

Seeing all my friends gathering with their family,

I can’t really remember when was the last time I gathered with all my family members during CNY.

Ever since daddy was transferred to KL by government,

We never celebrated this wonderful festive season with the relatives and cousins.

Rather,

We only celebrated in KL,

Just the 5 of us.

For your information,

Government servants whom are transferred to other states by the government will be subsidized a free two-way air ticket back to their hometown once a year for themselves and their children that are 21 year-old and below.

When bro, younger sis and I were still kids,

Daddy will bring us back during our school holidays.

Hence the free air tickets were used up during that time.

*my hometown is Sabah*

As our family was not so wealthy back then,

We cannot afford to go back on CNY again.

And this eventually becomes our ‘tradition’.

Not to go back during CNY.

Maybe it is because of this,

That I envy so much of my friends who can actually meet up with relatives during this festive season.

Maybe one day,

When I can afford to sponsor each of my family member an air ticket to go back,

I’ll bring everyone back to gather with the relatives.

And celebrate the wonderful CNY together.

Well I guess I should not continue anymore,

Since I’ll be ended up crying missing my relatives.

Last but not least,

HAPPY CNY 2012 everyone!

Have a safe journey back home =)

*miss them*

2012

Before I realized,

It is already 2012.

Like anyone else,

I have regrets in the previous years.

Things that I wanted to do which are not done yet.

However,

I’m not the kind of person who regrets of what is done and what is not done by myself.

It’s my own decisions and thoughts that lead to today’s situation.

No matter it is good or bad,

It is still my decision.

So why?

Why should I regret for my own decision?

Okay,

I know it sounds like I’ve done something wrong and leads to a bad situation today.

That’s not the case ok?

So don’t worry about it.

The message that I wanted to deliver here is that,

No matter what things turned out,

It is our own decisions that lead things to the way they are now.

So why should we feel regret for our decision?

If you made a correct decision,

Congratulation to you.

If you made a wrong decision,

Take it as a life experience and move on with your life.

Your life doesn’t end with one wrong decision!

Since Dec 2010,

There are rumors about the world is going to end in Dec 2012.

It doesn’t really bother me.

So what if the world is ending this year end?

As long as I’ve done what I wanted to be done,

As long as I’ve achieved what I wanted to achieved,

As long as I’ve done my best to get what I’ve wanted,

There will be no regrets.

Instead of being in the situation of worrying things like:

‘What if it is really end of the world this year?’

‘What if I’m dying this year? I don’t want to die at such a young age!’

‘OMG! I will never achieve what I’ve wanted for so long!’

Just do something meaningful!

So there will be no regrets in your life =)

New year resolution for 2012?

I’ll enjoy my life till the MAX!

So there will be no regrets =)

Lastly,

Let me share this nice song of Jay Chou.

It’s really nice.

The moral of the song:

Never start appreciating someone or something only when you get the news that the world is going to end in one more day.

Appreciate what you have now =)

Hope all of you enjoy the video,

And lastly,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!

  

*I really love this song*