Random

Well,

Not sure if there is still any readers of my blog.

Anyhow,

I’m gonna update my blog today.

Recently I’ve been thinking through a lot of things.

Things that no one can help me with.

Sigh.

I can’t even tell in this blog.

If I did,

Someone might read it,

And might ask me about it,

And something big and bad would happen.

Another thing was,

I just attended my first exam for CPA today.

Ethics and Corporate Governance.

And I’m so screwed.

I know that I’m gonna fail this paper.

Well,

Open-book exam is not a good thing.

You will rely on the book too much,

And finally realize that you actually don’t have the time of the world to complete the paper.

It’s still ok if the paper is not completed,

But what happened to me was,

I didn’t finish answering the paper,

And those that I have answered,

Most of them might be wrong.

I’M SCREWED!!

Sigh.

Too many things to think,

Too less time to think,

No method to solve.

*what should I do?*

The Amazing Creature

Woohoo!

A chance for me to start my imagination again!

Well,

Nuffnang is giving out a pair of The Amazing Spider Man and those superb merchandises!

And this time,

The theme of the blog is to tell about what animal’s or living being superpowers I would like to have if I’m given a chance.

This is so easy for me as I’ve always imagining to get one creature’s power,

And the creature is…

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DORAEMON!!!!

Okay,

I know Doraemon doesn’t even exist in this world,

But it considered a cat right??

And in comic,

It exists!!! *lol*

Why do I want to have Doraemon’s powers so much?

I just want to have a miracle pocket like the one it possess.

Life would be much easier if I have that miracle pocket!

When I was still at school,

I have to walk to school everyday,

Regardless of the weather,

Sunny, windy, rainy.

And it really kills when the sun up there,

So bright and shiny,

And make my eyes cannot be opened and my sweat cannot be stopped.

When I reach school my pinafore was all covered by smelly sweat. >____<

If I have that miracle pocket,

I can use a tool namely Dokodemo Door (Dimensional Door – 任意门),

And I get accessed to anywhere I want!!

And this is very useful for me nowadays as well.

Going to work in the morning takes me more than half an hour to reach,

Going back home is even worse during the peak hours.

If I have this door,

I can sleep until 8.30 in the morning and get ready in half an hour and reach office sharp at 9!!

And I can really get home exactly at 6pm!

How nice is that!

As currently my boyfie is working at Malacca and I’m working in KL,

We don’t get to spend time together during weekdays.

Even if it is weekend,

We are always limited by the money constraint as travelling to Malacca/KL is not cheap.

If I have this door,

I will get to see him each and everyday without having to pay for toll and petrol!

Furthermore,

I don’t have to rush home on Friday after work just to rush to Malacca.

*working people should know Federal Highway is a disaster on every Friday*

How nice is that!

And I love Doraemon’s another two tools.

One is called the Take-copter (Bamboo Flying Adder – 竹蜻蜓),

And another I’m not sure of its name,

But its function is to condense the cloud and make us to be able to sit on the cloud itself.

Anyone know what that is?? LOL

Anyway,

If I have both of these tools,

I can always travel to the sky and have my own sweet time up there.

I’ve always love to look at the sky at morning, evening and night.

It’s like a mystery to me,

And it feels so gentle and warm for me.

Whenever I have some unsolvable problems,

I will always look into the sky and think through it.

And it actually calms me down and clears my mind.

So if I have those two tools,

I will be able to go above the sky and have my own time to think through things quietly.

*I believe the God of Sky will not turn into bad weather when I’m up there right? LOL*

And one more tool that I seriously in need of it.

This tool is the torchlight which can minimize things!

I need this torchlight to battle against the creature which i fear the most,

THE COCKROACHES!!!!

Yea yea I know the cockroaches themselves are already small in size,

But still,

I'm super duper afraid of them.

If I have this torchlight from Doraemon,

I can just minimize it to an even smaller size so I can smash it to death without afraid it will fly everywhere!

Hahaha.

Ok I know that is gross and cruel.

Anyway,

This is my imagination since I was younger.

And it still is my fantasy now.

Doraemon never dies!!!

Hahaha.

Till next time,

Ciaoz!

*Chilling at home*

The One Tradition I Will Never Ever Break

Hello fella readers!

Today I’m gonna talk about what is the one tradition that I will never ever break!

Well,

I know this tradition is really very simple.

Maybe it is not even important to you readers out there.

And it is actually not considered as a tradition at all.

But for me,

It is very important that the special days are to celebrate with family,

And that is actually a tradition for me.

If you have read my blog before this,

I think you will know that I’m from a single-parent family.

My dad raised three kids,

Including me,

Since I was only a 5-year-old kid.

There’s always been only the four of us for all the special days.

However,

I was still never appreciate the moment spent with family,

Because I still have relatives who can gather together for festive seasons such as CNY.

When I was 9,

My dad was transferred to KL for work purpose.

And since then,

All the festive seasons got lonelier.

I’m not from a wealthy family,

So I can’t be travelling back to my hometown (Sabah) anytime I wanted to.

And for this reason,

My dad and my siblings and I were always celebrating those festive seasons in KL.

Then,

I started to realize how grateful and thankful it is to have the time spent together with family.

CNY, Father’s Day, Mother’s Day, Christmas, Birthdays, etc.

I’ll always make time and make sure that I get to celebrate all these festive seasons with my family,

No matter how busy I am,

Or how occupied I am.

Even for normal days,

Even though I have to work during the days,

I will make sure that I get to go home and dinner with my family.

I know it is hard to believe.

People will say,

‘Where got girls who got boyfriends will make time for family one??’

Well,

I am that girl who will make time for family even if I have a boyfriend.

Even if I have anniversary to be celebrated with my boyfriend this weekend,

And he’s in Malacca,

I’ll just travel down Malacca tomorrow night and come back up on Sunday morning to accompany my dad for Father’s Day.

Because I know how much that day meant to me,

To show that I love my Dad.

And how my Dad will feel when I remembers this special day.

Sometimes,

You don’t have to say it out loud to show how much you care.

A simple dinner,

A simple action,

Shows everything in your heart.

The one tradition that I will never ever break in my life?

♥ To show love to my family endlessly ♥

*happy father’s day!*

心情不好之乱写一通

说真的，
是你不了解我，
还是我真的不会表达我想要表达的事情？

今天的心情有点郁闷。
有种回到以前中学时候的感觉。
忽然发现，
原来等一个人的信息或电话是真的很痛苦的。
尤其当你又知道他不断地在上下线时。

为什么我会面对到这些问题？
不太想说，
也不懂怎么说。

朋友们总以为我很坚强，
但似乎没有人知道，
我的坚强都是装出来的。
为什么要装坚强？
因为我不能让别人觉得我是一个包袱。
有什么事，就自己承担和负责。

可是有时候，
连铁人都需要时间休息，
更何况我是假铁人？？

我不是要投诉些什么。
只是想要发泄一下。
如果连在你面前我都不能做回原本的自己，
那请问，
在你眼里，我到底是个怎样的人？

我，
真的累了。

是时候睡了，
晚安！

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Thoughts on the Silent Night

Well,
I actually don't know what I wanted to write about today.

Recently,
I really don't know what I'm thinking.
I've lost all the interest on accounting.
Or rather,
The life that I've imagined in the past,
is not the life that I really wanted.

In the past,
I've always thought that I'll be a workaholic,
Give up most of the thing to study part time and work full time to gain experience,
then get the licence to be certified as chartered accountant,
And finally achieved my career goal.
Be a chief finance officer of a multinational company,
And finally opened up own accounting firm.

But now,
after I've graduated to half a year and stepped into the accounting world,
I realised that I'm really not interested in it.
And realised that I'm actually sick of working life.
Sick of the life that requires me to wake up at 7 in the morning and work nonstop until the evening and reach home only at night.

I really wished to stop working at the office.
But I can't.
I have a car to feed,
I have a car loan to pay back.
Tell me,
what kind of non-office job can pay me at least Rm2000 each month?
And that's the minimum salary that I must have to keep myself survive.
Now I really know,
life is full of stress.

Actually,
I'm kinda regretted that I bought a car back then.
Now that dear has an extra auto car,
if I hadn't bought my car back then I can save up the money and use it for other purposes.

Besides,
I'm also in a deep dilemma.
A dilemma on whether I should further my studies for professional paper in accountancy.
Now that I realised I don't really like accounting,
I seriously don't feel like further my study on it.
But then,
My parents have put the pressure on me,
Emphasizing that I better no waste my knowledge on accounting.

Sigh...
There are really a lot to think about.
I guess I really should think it through.
I'm really stressed and tired =(

Pray that I'll sort things out as soon as possible.

Goodnight world. Xoxo

*never felt this stress*

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Thoughts of life

I've been thinking about my life lately.
About what I wanted to do in my life;
About what I wanted to achieve in my life;
About how I wanted my life to be.
Nonetheless,
I seemed to be very blur about my life.
I don't know what I wanted.
Well,
of course everyone want a good life.
Wealth and health.
Both are equally important.
The problem is,
how am I gonna achieve both of them at the same time.
I really have no idea. =(

Tomorrow,
A new chapter of my life will be started.
Hopefully I get to achieve what I've wanted with the new life starting.

Wish me luck!! =)

*gonna plan my life and live it to the fullest!*

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Testing testing

Second post from my phone

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Testing testing

Well,
I just downloaded a blogger apps.
Just testing how it will turn out on my blog page.
Lol.
Stay tuned =)

Sleepless Night

It has been a long time since I last updated my blog.

Not much had happened during this period.

But I did realised something,

That I'm not a good pressure handler. =(

And realised that I actually don't know wat I wanted in my life.

I have been stop thinking about this for the past two weeks.

But it hits me suddnly at this hour,

Making me sleepless.

I read one statement somewhere,

Saying that,

"It's funny that I can give someone very good advices but it comes to myself, I don't know how to solve it"

Yeah this is so true.

I guess I'll continue to think about it in my sleep.

Nite world.

*please guide me*

Chinese New Year 2012

While waiting for the movie to be downloaded,

I decided to type a blog post for my blog.

I totally have no idea what to share with all my readers in this blog post.

Well to be honest,

I don’t even know whether there are readers for my blog or not.

But it doesn’t matter.

I’ll just treat this as my diary and share what happened in my life with everyone.

Up until now,

My life doesn’t change much.

Besides resigning from Tan Chong and joining a new company in Feb 2012,

I guess there is nothing new in my life.

Well Chinese New Year is around the corner.

I never get excited over CNY before,

Neither do I in this year.

Or I should say,

I’m totally not in CNY mood.

Seeing all my friends gathering with their family,

I can’t really remember when was the last time I gathered with all my family members during CNY.

Ever since daddy was transferred to KL by government,

We never celebrated this wonderful festive season with the relatives and cousins.

Rather,

We only celebrated in KL,

Just the 5 of us.

For your information,

Government servants whom are transferred to other states by the government will be subsidized a free two-way air ticket back to their hometown once a year for themselves and their children that are 21 year-old and below.

When bro, younger sis and I were still kids,

Daddy will bring us back during our school holidays.

Hence the free air tickets were used up during that time.

*my hometown is Sabah*

As our family was not so wealthy back then,

We cannot afford to go back on CNY again.

And this eventually becomes our ‘tradition’.

Not to go back during CNY.

Maybe it is because of this,

That I envy so much of my friends who can actually meet up with relatives during this festive season.

Maybe one day,

When I can afford to sponsor each of my family member an air ticket to go back,

I’ll bring everyone back to gather with the relatives.

And celebrate the wonderful CNY together.

Well I guess I should not continue anymore,

Since I’ll be ended up crying missing my relatives.

Last but not least,

HAPPY CNY 2012 everyone!

Have a safe journey back home =)

*miss them*

2012

Before I realized,

It is already 2012.

Like anyone else,

I have regrets in the previous years.

Things that I wanted to do which are not done yet.

However,

I’m not the kind of person who regrets of what is done and what is not done by myself.

It’s my own decisions and thoughts that lead to today’s situation.

No matter it is good or bad,

It is still my decision.

So why?

Why should I regret for my own decision?

Okay,

I know it sounds like I’ve done something wrong and leads to a bad situation today.

That’s not the case ok?

So don’t worry about it.

The message that I wanted to deliver here is that,

No matter what things turned out,

It is our own decisions that lead things to the way they are now.

So why should we feel regret for our decision?

If you made a correct decision,

Congratulation to you.

If you made a wrong decision,

Take it as a life experience and move on with your life.

Your life doesn’t end with one wrong decision!

Since Dec 2010,

There are rumors about the world is going to end in Dec 2012.

It doesn’t really bother me.

So what if the world is ending this year end?

As long as I’ve done what I wanted to be done,

As long as I’ve achieved what I wanted to achieved,

As long as I’ve done my best to get what I’ve wanted,

There will be no regrets.

Instead of being in the situation of worrying things like:

‘What if it is really end of the world this year?’

‘What if I’m dying this year? I don’t want to die at such a young age!’

‘OMG! I will never achieve what I’ve wanted for so long!’

Just do something meaningful!

So there will be no regrets in your life =)

New year resolution for 2012?

I’ll enjoy my life till the MAX!

So there will be no regrets =)

Lastly,

Let me share this nice song of Jay Chou.

It’s really nice.

The moral of the song:

Never start appreciating someone or something only when you get the news that the world is going to end in one more day.

Appreciate what you have now =)

Hope all of you enjoy the video,

And lastly,

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2012!

  

*I really love this song*