What is This Feeling??

Currently..
I am undergoing some kind of feeling..

What is this feeling?
Sad? Disappointed?? Hurt??

Whatever it is..
I hate it!!

Damn!!
It is making me insomnia..
I cant fall in sleep!!

I knew i was and i am very tired..
I knew i shouldn't have read those mails..
I knew i'd regret if i did it..
   
But still..
I did it..
What a stupid action!
This is d most stupid thing i had done since the day i was born..

DAMN!!!
I HATE TIS FEELING!!!

I miss my dear...

I Will Be - Avril Lavigne

There's nothin' I could say to you
Nothin' I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me

All the pain, the tears I cried
Still, you never said good-bye
And now I know
How far you'd go

I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see
Honestly

You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe
'Cause you're here with me

And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
'Cause I will never let you go

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

'Cause without you
I can't sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I got
You're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I could never ever live a day without you here
With me
Do you see?
You're all I need

And I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

I will be all that you want
And get myself together
'Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life
I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay

Speechless Morning~

Tis morning dear is not going to CSC class..
Bcoz they had learned wat lecturer is goin to teach today..
I tot my frens which same group wit me r goin..
Mana tau they all dint go.. ==
Dint tel me oso..
Made me woke up at 7.30am.. Speechless~


So..
I duno wat to do..
Cant fall in sleep...
I played game..
N nw i am blog-ing..
Too boring d..
Duno wat to do oso..
Dun feel like studying..
Aihz~


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My CSC 111 screwed up d.. 
Sob.. 
My mid-term i think gt very low marks.. 
Aihz~ Die lu tis time~


However..
The other subjects r still ok..
Tis sem dear's result very good d..
Better than me d.. Sob..
I wana be better than him~ ><


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Reli very boring..
I miss my dear~ Sob..


*i miss u*

 

Mid Valley~

Dear dear went to my house yesterday..
My fren said she wana meet him.. 
Speechless..
Mana tau they kacau each other..
Kids~~

Went to hv lunch wit daddy..
Dear dear reli is pig le..
One 'zhu rou fen' is nt enough for him..
He go ordered one more 'wan tan mee'.. 
Pig dear dear.. 

After lunch onli we went to Parkson to meet my frens..
Dear n me onli ordered some drinks as we adi had our lunch earlier.. 
We celebrate Kar Hui's birthday thr oso.. ^^


After tat dear dear n me went to Mid Valley..
We watched Transporter 3..
Quite a nice movie oso ^^

 

Which poster is nicer? Haha ^^

Before we went into cinema thr was a boy blocking my way..

I looked at him..

And then..

MC??

I cucuk his back n he turned back n looked at me..

He stunned..

His expression was so funny!! Haha~

I bet he never tot wil meet college frens at Mid Valley..

Muahaha~

After the movie dear dear n me went back to college by ktm..

I was so tired until i nearly fall asleep in d ktm..

The college bus was nt thr yt when we reach Nilai Ktm Station..

So, dear dear n me went to Mydin for a walk..

We bought a Thai horror movie ther..

Long Khong 2 (Art of Devil)..

We watched tis movie after we had our dinner..

We watched it outside of the lecture hall..

It was so scary thr.. ><

My conclusion after finish watching tis movie is..

The woman is so 'bian tai'.. ==

After tat we went bak to our room..

I was so so so tired..

I fell asleep right after i said goodnite to dear dear..

Hehe.. Paiseh la.. I am a pig oso~ XD

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Nw all i thinkin is the coming final exam on next week..

I gotta study hard to maintain my result..

Dear dear jia you oso o!! ^^

*i love dear*