Useless..

Suddenly feel tat i'm very very useless..

Tell me..
What can i do for u?
I cant do anything for u..

U can do almost everythin for me..
Bt wat can i do??


Wat made u treat me so good..


I used to love it..
Bt nw i dun understand anymore..


Reli dun understand..


p/s: dun worry bout me..


*nt understand*

Orientation Night -- Music Fiesta

Yesterday went to Orientation Night,
Felt quite ok la d performances.. 

Can see that there are many dancers among these new students..
(What stupid comment is this.. ==)


Well..
There's one performance..
Duno what's the group name..
They acted a drama..
Got Nilai Idol.. Haha..
Then d final contestant was a girl that acted by a boy!!
I think most of the audience there last nite tot he's a girl..
Bcoz he reli looks like a girl last nite..
Even d movements, body languages.. Everything
Amazing~~ 
Duno wat can i say.. Haha
Of coz that group was the champion last nite ^^


***


Well..
I sit alone yesterday..
My frens abandoned me!! Sob~~
Haha..
No la.. They gt things to do..
Cant accompany me.. 
So i hv to sit alone.. 
Watch d performances alone..
Sob~~


***


Last nite he looks very nice..
I stunned when looked at him.. XD
Lala~~
If u wana say me stupid..
Pls jz say it.. XD



*i'm stupid* XD

Don't Forget About Us

(Don't forget about us)

Don't baby don't baby don't let it go

No baby no baby no baby no

Don't baby don't baby don't let it go

My baby boy

Just let it die

With no goodbyes

Details don't matter

We both paid the price

Tears in my eyes

You know sometimes

It'd be like that baby

Now everytime i see you

I pretend i'm fine

When i wanna reach out to you

But i turn and i walk and i let it ride

Baby i must confess

We were bigger than anything

Remember us at our best

And don't forget about

Last nights playin' in the dark

And wakin' up inside my arms

Boy you'll always be in my heart and

I can see it in your eyes

You still want it

So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience

Nothing can compare to your first true love

so i hope this will remind you

When it's for real it's forever

So don't forget about us

Oh they say

That you're in a new relationship

But we both know

Nothing comes close to

What we had it perseveres

That we both can't forget it

How good we used to get it

There's only one me and you

And how we used to shine

No matter what you go through

We are one that's a fact

That you can't deny

So baby we just can't let

The fire pass us by

forever we'd both regret

So don't forget about

Late nights playin' in the dark

And wakin' up inside my arms

Boy you'll always be in my heart and

I can see it in your eyes

You still want in

So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience

Nothing can compare to your first true love

So i hope this will remind you

When it's for real it's forever

So don't forget about us

And if she's got your head all messed up now

That's the trickery

She'll wanna have you like you know how this lovin' used to be

I bet she can't do like me

She'll never be MC

Baby don't you

Don't you forget about us

Late nights playin' in the dark

And wakin' up inside my arms

Boy you'll always be in my heart and

I can see it in your eyes

You still want it

So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience

Nothing can compare to your first true love

So i hope this will remind you

When it's for real it's forever

So don't forget about us

Late nights playin' in the dark

And wakin' up inside my arms

Boy you'll always be in my heart and

I can see it in your eyes

You still want it

So don't forget about us

I'm just speaking from experience

Nothing can compare to your first true love

So i hope this will remind you

When it's for real it's forever

So don't forget about us

Don't baby don't baby don't let it go

No baby no baby no baby no

Don't baby don't baby don't let it go

When it's for real it's forever

So don't forget about us

*don't forget about us*

Holiday~~

Damn sien!!!!

***

In college nw..
Dunno wat to do..
Actually i got many frens in college..
Bt most of them onli 'hi-bye' fren..
Two of my frens are counselors..
Busy wit rehearsal for Orientation Night tml..
One of them doin assignment..

I felt so...

SIEN!!!!

Wat should i do??
Play game? Sien..
Watch movie?? Sien..
Online??? Sien..
Study???? Sot meh??!! Holiday ar dai lou!!

Boring boring~~

***

Orientation night on tml..
The theme for tml is Music Fiesta..
Totally different wit my Orientation Night..
Last semester's theme was Casino Royale~~

Duno tml d performance nice nt..
Goin wit my two counselor frens..
Haha ^^

***

Mr. Alan told me to see him again on Friday..
I think tat day he'll gv me new room key gua..
If tat day take key..
Onli me n him moving my things to new room.. ==
Die lo~~
I gt so many things in my room.. XD

***

Duno wat else to blog d..
Sien ar~~~


*miss u*

爱你

爱你

不是因为你是个怎样的人

而是喜欢和你在一起的感觉

即使在不同的城市

也有着相同的感觉

爱的感觉

*我爱你*

So Tired Man~~

So tired today!!

***
 
Went for undang test today..
I PASSED!!! XD

Well..
Yesterday i went for undang test oso..
Bt failed.. Sob.. 
41/50..
One more question can pass d!!

Gek sei ngor la!!

I went home n study again..
Then i saw a question..
Same wit a question in my test..
I got d correct answer for tat question bt i go change d answer..
If i dint change then i adi pass yesterday..

Gek sei ngor la!!!

p/s: i noe i noob.. dun say me stupid.. ==

***

Luckily today i passed my test..
After d test,
i went to yam cha wit new fren ther..
Then waited uncle for more than 2 hours.. ==
Damn boring man~~
Lucky he called me..
Hehe.. Happy ^^


p/s: Erm.. The 'he' is nt the uncle..  XD


***


After tat went to listen theory n amali for driving..
Nt boring..
Bt tiring..
I oso duno y..
Jz sit ther n listen.. 
Y tired?


I noe..
Bcoz i'm a pig.. XD


***


Goin bak to college tml..
Y so early?
Bcoz Mr. Alan from AO wanna talk to me..


Many things hv to pack..
Many things nt yt ready..
Yt i'm so tired nw..
Sob..

God..

Pls send an ANGLE to help me..

*pray*

***


So sien nw..
Miss him.. Sob..
Wish to c him soon.. ^^


*miss u*

True

I won't talk

I won't breathe

I won't move till you finally see

That u belong with me

You might think

I don't look

But deep inside in the corner of my mind

I'm attached to you

I'm weak

It's true

Cause i'm afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too

Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing that true

So i will not hide

It's time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life i've waited

This is true

You don't know

What you do

Everytime you walk into the room

I'm afraid to move

I'm weak

It's true

Cause i'm afraid to know the answer

Do you want me too

Cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing that true

So i will not hide

It's time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life i've waited

This is true

I know when i go

I'll be on my way to you

The way that's true

I've waited all my life

To cross this line

To the only thing that true

So i will not hide

It's time to try

Anything to be with you

All my life i've waited

This is true

*i luv u*

It's No Big Deal.. Rite?..

Second day for exam..
Accounting ==

Dunno wat to blog bout it..
Jz feel d test was..

Easy?? No..
Hard?? Not either..
So so la~~ ==

***

Many things happened tis few days..

Went to market yesterday..
Wit him ^^
Bought nt many things.. Haha

Bought spread for bread..
WINNY Duo Hazelnut Chocolate Spread..
He said nice wo..
He said he likes d brand 'JW'..
I tot i took tat one..
Mana tau bak d onli i saw d brand 'Winny'..
Speechless..
Luckily tis brand is his 2nd best choice..
'Opportunity cost' for brand 'JW'..
(revising econ for tml exam.. XD)

After that..
Bak home made sandwich for him..
Er.. I think that called sandwich gua~~ =D
N hot chocolate~~ Nice ^^
N gv him biscuit..
N drinks..
N milk..
Luckily he wont bcum fat easily..
Haha ^^

***

Went to watch Olympic Badminton Final wit frens yesterday nite..
Malaysia vs China~
So disappointed..
Sob.. T.T
Dun even wana remember total points Malaysia got..

He can win.. I think..
Bt wat happened to him last nite?
Aihz..

***

Semester break coming soon..
I'm gonna miss him very much ><

*sorry.. i luv u*

Miss You~~

I can't sleep

I just can't breathe

When your shadow is all over me

 

Don't wanna be

A fool in your eyes

'Cause what we had was built on lies 

 

And when our love seems to fade away

Listen to me hear what i say

 

I don't wanna feel

The way that i do

I just wanna be

Right here with you

 

I don't wanna see

See us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

 

I miss you

What would it take

For you to see

To make you understand that i'll always believe

 

You and I

Can make it through

And i still know

I can't get over you

'Cause when our love seems to fade away

Listen to me hear what i say

I don't wanna feel

The way that i do

I just wanna be 

Right here with you

 

I don't wanna see

See us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

 

Oh baby I miss you i do

 

'Cause when our love always fades away

Listen to me hear what i say

 

I don't wanna feel

the way that i do

I just wanna be

Right here with you

 

I don't wanna see

See us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

 

I miss you, I miss you, I do

 

I don't wanna feel

The way that i do

I just wanna be

Right here with you

 

I don't wanna see

See us apart

I just wanna say it straight from my heart

 

Oh baby I miss you i do 

 

*I miss you * 

No More Moody ^^

Somethin happened in library jz nw..
Made me felt sad..
Felt like crying..

Tat is onli one thing..

Another thing is..
I worry bout him..
Reli worry bout him..
I duno wat can i do to reduce his pain..
I jz hope he is ok..

*pray hard*

***

Exam coming tml..
N yet so many things happened today..
Will ther be anythin happen tonite?
I hope nt..
Even if sumtin reli happen,
i hope it's a good n happy thing..

I wan both of us happy..

Or if d situation nt allow both of us happy,

at least he's the one who is happy..

-edited-

Somethin reli happened tonite..
It is a happy thing rite?
I duno.. Haha..
Bt at least he dun mind..
(i think onli la~ bcoz he said nvm ma~~ =P) 

Quite speechless when i noe it happened..
Jz bcoz of a simple message..
Then it happened..
Duno hw to describe..
Jz..

Speechless~~

Haha ^^


*sad >> happy ^^*

Study study~~

Tis Friday exam starts d..
The subject is  a subject that i dun like.. 
Malaysian Studies..
Die.. ><

***

Tis few days keep study wit frens at library..
One of my frens told me i looks scary when i serious..
Speechless..
Gt scary meh~~
Dun think so.. Hehe ^^

I think..
Tis few days i spend most of the time at library..
Wit the same gang of fren.. Haha..
N him of cz..
Hehe.. =P

***

Somethin keep disturbing my mind tis few days..
Nt studies of cz..
(i wont gt disturbed by tat.. ==)
I guess..
I'm thinkin too much..
I'm sure thinkin too much d..
Hope i get rid of tis stupid feeling faster..

*if u did somethin which major part of the society had justified is a bad thing, wat wil u do? will u continue or give up?*

Fever.. Sob T.T

As u guys can see from d title..

I gt FEVER!!!

=="'
 
Duno is my antiboby too weak..
Or the weather is too hot today.. 
Blame on the weather~~ haha..

"You can put the blame on the weather.." 

(copyright from Akon's 'you can put the blame on me'.. XD)

***

Anyway..
Today i skipped class..
Went to library to study together wit frens..
At first we reli studying ther b4 lunch..
But after lunch when we went bak to library..
We started to chit chat ther..
Watched movie some more..
Speechless.. 
Haha~~

*** 

Well..
We went to swim today at Nilai Spring..
At 1st nobody ther..
Then suddenly gt many students from our college came..
Got many kids went ther to learn swimming some more..
Speechless..
A quiet afternoon turned out to be noisy afternoon..
Haha..

Hmm..
Duno wat else to blog d..
I'm happy tis whole day..

Had a great time wit him today ^^

*god bless me recover from fever faster*

Just So You Know

I shouldn't love you

but i want to

I just cant turn away

i shouldn't see you

but i cant move

I cant look away

I shouldn't love you

but i want to

I just cant turn away

I shouldn't see you

but i cant move

I cant look away

And i don't know

how to be fine when i'm not

'Cause i don't know how to make the feelings stop

Just so you know

this feeling's taking control of me

and i cant help it

I won't sit around

I cant let him win now

Thought you should know

I've tried my best to let go of you

but i don't want to

I just gotta say it all before i go

Just so you know

It's getting hard to

be around you

There's so much i cant say

And do you want me

to hide the feelings

And look the other way

This emptiness is killing me

And i'm wondering why i've waited so long

Looking back i realise it was always there

just never spoken

I'm waitin' here

Been waiting here

The Mummy 3 - Tomb of The Dragon Emperor

Today went to watch The Mummy 3 with frens~~
Happy~~ 
Haha ^^

Overall the movie is ok la..
No comment~~
Lala~~

Today me n him woke up late.. ==
When my fren sms me onli i woke up..
Then him.. Worse..
When i called him onli wake up.. 
Haha.. PIG~~

Hmm..
Nth much to blog today..
Jz feel...

DAMN HAPPY!!

(oppss...  am i too rude? haha~~ sorry~~)

*happy day*

Am I One of Them? Or Am I Not?..

He bought cheese cake for me today~~

Happy~~ ^^

I LOVE cheese cakes~~ Haha ^^

***

Anyway..

Exam coming soon..

But dun feel like studying..

Tis time exam sure fail teruk teruk man.. ><

God, pls help me~~

(praying~)

You know I Can't Smile Without You
I Can't Smile Without You
I can't laugh
and I can't sing
I'm findin' it hard to do anything
You see, I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If You only knew what I'm go ing through
I just Can't Smile Without You 

*am i one of them? or am i not?* 

It's Not the Same Anymore..

The weekends are nt d same anymore lu~~
Dun wana tel more bout wat is nt same..
Haha.. =P

***

Anyway,
exam coming soon..
Semester break oso coming soon.. XD
Mayb going to Genting Highland with friends..
Genting genting waiting for me.. Lala~~

***

Feel sien nw.. 
Zzzz..
Speechless.. 
Haha~~
Wana sot d~~~

Is there anyone wil ask tis question if he or she wana hug another person?
Curious.. Haha~~

*hug hug*