tis is a new life!! ^^

hmm...
wher should i start?
i've been very busy since september..
keep studying n revising for the coming spm..
i remember tat i'm in a very bad mood tat time..
n i decided to get over it by keep studying n make myself busy..
made my daily schedule full wit activities to forget sad things..
n i remember tat i always went to ice skating continuously for three fridays.. haha
1st time, i met a skater with professional skills, n he kept on chasing me i dunno y..
2nd time, i met the skater again n he continue to chased me.. ==
3rd time, i wish i will meet him again bt it's doesn't come true.. i was so disappointed..
until there's a boy came n asked for my hp number.. haha
n i was thinking '原来我还有人要'.. XD.. haha
anyway.. tat was last month..
n this month i was busy wit all d exams..
n the as the time passes.. spm is going to over again..
i guess my new life is starting soon..
do my best!! hehe
gambateh^^

I'm fainted...

Huh...
Felt suffer.. Desperate.. Falling down.. And so much more..
Aihz..
Sometimes i wonder..
Y do i have to suffer bcoz of him?
Y do i have to care for him so much while he dun even care bout me?
Sometimes i really thinks tat i'm a very stupid gal..
I really dunno y i did so many stupid things bcoz of him..
Felt so sad bcoz of him..
Aihz..
Hope i'll get well soon..
Felt like i'm already getting sick..
Sick of love..
Can anyone help me?
I think only i can help myself..
I hope there's nobody else tat r in the same cindition wit me now..
Bcoz it really very suffer..
I know the feelings now...

hmm.. dunno how to describe this feeling..

well..
i really miss him sooo muchhhh now..
sometimes i wonder..
y two persons from two different world will get along together?
i mean...
y they will bcum a pair of couple?
juz like me n him..
sometimes i juz felt like dying when think of him...
and..
sometimes..
i juz felt desperate to get him..
but i can't...
he has a new girlfriend..
what can i do?..
i guess i can only do one thing...
tht is forget him...
i wish i can..
we had alresdy break up for almost half year..
it's time to let him go now...
yeah.. it's time to let him go now..

cause u had a bad day.. u're taking one down..

well.. my day can be describe by using a song..
"Bad day" by Daniel Powter.. hoho
well.. you see..
i'm really in a bad mood since yesterday..
but i still gotta move on with my life.. Don't i?
so.. i guess i can only try to make myself feel better.. feel happier..
in this world..
we can only depends on ourselves..
because yourself is the only one that will not hurt you..
( well.. unless you are that stupid to do things that will hurt yourself.. hoho )
hmm..
my day is getting boring and more boring from day to day..
i really hope to graduate from secondary school faster..
i really wish to start my second life earlier..
this life i'm having now really boring..
i'm tired of this life..
i hope to go oversea to study..
and become a successful person in world of music..
so..
that's all la..
ciaoz.. ^^

sad day

21 August 2007

Well.. Today is really a bad day for me..
Do you guys ever argue with someone you like when you just get up from bed?
I tell you what..
It is very... ARGH!!!!!!!!
Stupid feeling...
It really will spoil your mood for almost half day...
Maybe if more serious.. Whole day..
Well.. I guess.. Me and him will be over.. Everything will be over.. T.T sob..