Dream Life

I'm sure tat everyone is tis world has their own dream life..

Well.. My dream life is very simple..
I think thr are many people in this world have it,
but they do not treasure it..

My dream life is reli simple..

Lets jz talk bout family..

I wish to have a complete family..

With a biological father and a biological mother..

Both cares for me..

I can talk to my mom bout me and my bf..

I can cry on her shoulder when i'm upset..

And a brother tat sayang me very much..

A brother tat will always bring me around to enjoy myself..

And a sister tat always play wit me and fooling around wit me..

Almost everyone in this world has this kind of family..
Mayb some do not have some of the criteria..
Bt they wil at least have biological dad and mom together..
Or mayb they hv a brother tat sayang them very much..
For girls mayb they can talk to their moms bout their bfs and cry on moms' shoulder when they are upset..

I jz dun understand why they would nt appreciate their family..
Complain bout dad and mom nagging..
Complain bout brothers onli care for their gf bt nt them..
Complain bout their sisters or brothers rampas things wit them..
Complain tis and tat..
Bt they nvr noe there are some people wish to hv tis kind of family bt they do not own it..

Secondly talk bout relationship..

I wish to have a strong friendship..

Hv frens in not onli Nilai bt oso frens in KL..

So tat i can hang out wit them when i'm back in KL and wont feel boring for staying at home for whole day..

I wish to hv a bf tat sayang me very much..

Gv me surprise sometimes..

Even a small one wil do..

Consult me when i'm sad..

Convince me tat he loves me..

Care for me when i'm sick or injured..

No big quarrel between me and him..

Feel sweet everyday..

Help each other everytime when thr's a need..

I think i should have all of tis in my life..
Bt bcoz of one thing..
It ruins everything..

Bcoz of it i lost my biological mother..
Bcoz of it i lost my KL frens..
Bcoz of it i hv no confident in my relationship..

This thing is wonderful,
and yet it is dangerous..

I love tis thing and in the same time i hate it..
I want tis thing so much and at the same time i'm afraid of it..

It is all i wan,
and it is all tat i dun wan..

*love hurts*