What is This Feeling??

Currently..
I am undergoing some kind of feeling..

What is this feeling?
Sad? Disappointed?? Hurt??

Whatever it is..
I hate it!!

Damn!!
It is making me insomnia..
I cant fall in sleep!!

I knew i was and i am very tired..
I knew i shouldn't have read those mails..
I knew i'd regret if i did it..
   
But still..
I did it..
What a stupid action!
This is d most stupid thing i had done since the day i was born..

DAMN!!!
I HATE TIS FEELING!!!

I miss my dear...