I'm fainted...

Huh...
Felt suffer.. Desperate.. Falling down.. And so much more..
Aihz..
Sometimes i wonder..
Y do i have to suffer bcoz of him?
Y do i have to care for him so much while he dun even care bout me?
Sometimes i really thinks tat i'm a very stupid gal..
I really dunno y i did so many stupid things bcoz of him..
Felt so sad bcoz of him..
Aihz..
Hope i'll get well soon..
Felt like i'm already getting sick..
Sick of love..
Can anyone help me?
I think only i can help myself..
I hope there's nobody else tat r in the same cindition wit me now..
Bcoz it really very suffer..
I know the feelings now...

hmm.. dunno how to describe this feeling..

well..
i really miss him sooo muchhhh now..
sometimes i wonder..
y two persons from two different world will get along together?
i mean...
y they will bcum a pair of couple?
juz like me n him..
sometimes i juz felt like dying when think of him...
and..
sometimes..
i juz felt desperate to get him..
but i can't...
he has a new girlfriend..
what can i do?..
i guess i can only do one thing...
tht is forget him...
i wish i can..
we had alresdy break up for almost half year..
it's time to let him go now...
yeah.. it's time to let him go now..